I dunno what I was thinking,
Leaving my child behind,
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blindWith all this anger, guilt and sadness,
Coming to haunt me forever,
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the riverIs this revenge I am seeking,
Or seeking someone to avange me
Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself freeMaybe I should chase and find
before they'll try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppetIt's been so long,
Since I last have seen my son
lost to this monster
to the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your motherI wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakesYour sweet little eyes, your little smile, is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temperJustification is killing me
But killing isn't justified
What happened to my son, I'm terrifiedIt lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger,
I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there.It's been so long,
Since I last have seen my son
lost to this monster
to the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother.
